Hello. My name is Chelsea. Im 16 years old. My parents are divorced. They divorced when I was 5. I've already totally adjusted to life basically without my father so it's not a big deal to me but when people find out they always seem to say, "Oh i'm sorry". It's not necessary but it's nice that they care.
I live in what I call Preppytown, USA but they call it Danville, California. Most people here wouldn't know individuality if it bit them in the ass!
I'm "labeled" as gothic but I despise labels. It's almost impossible to put everyone into a category because everyone is different in some way. I wouldn't label myself because i'm interested in so many things that none of it even fits into one category! Someone once told me that I'm guilty by society, that people will call me a pothead just because i hang out with the potheads yet... i've never done a drug in my life! People will call you whatever they want to make them feel better... i know cause i do it just like every other person. If someone says they don't there a hypocrit and there lieing! People do that all the time 2 cause they think there fuckin perfect when everyone knows that word doesnt exist!
I love music but on the other hand who doesnt? I love all kinds of music but mostly rock. I grew up with rap and hip hop and r&b so no i don't hate it. That music is the best to dance to anyway. Country music makes me cry. Rock music, almost all rock music (since theres way to many genres) is the best without a doubt.
I have an obsession with Jeff Hardy and WWE wrestling. I'm also semi-obsessed with Britney Spears. And people call me gothic. Put that together! I also love and admire Christina Aguilera, Torrie Wilson, Amy "Lita" Dumas, Aaliyah and Lisa "lefteye" Lopez and most of all KURT COBAIN! My Rolemodels are Stephanie McMahon, Vince McMahon, and most people who have actually made a difference or done something themselves instead of haveing people do it for them.
I guess the reason people call me Gothic is because thats how i dress... and i like it! I LOVE fishnet, corsets, blues jeans, wife-beaters with words on them in old english writing, and trucker hats! I hate curly hair cause i have it.... i like long straight hair with many colors! Thats probably why i change my hair all the time.
I have a weakness for guys who look bad but are good. I despise drugs and dont like alcohol or ciggarettes at all. But i dont mind alcohol as much as the other 2. I am a virgin and i plan to stay that way until i find my true love!
I love art more than a lot of things. It's my one big way to express myself. I love photography, tattoo art, painting, drawing n e thing in sharpie, pencil drawing, writing songs and poetry {thats a big thing for me! i love writing songs and poetry its the best way of self expression}, etc...
I am a Christian! I believe in God and Jesus very much and I do encourage my religion but I'll never force it on anyone.
So i've told you a little about me and shit i like and dont like so now ill just tell you a little about my personality from my perspective. I'm way to emotional, trusting, conceided, and generous. I'm insecure cause i'm fat and i'm worried about people getting the wrong impression from me. I'm in no way a slut, im prude-ish, I havent done much with a guy, i HATE people with hair in areas other than there head and face. Leg hair on guys i dont mind as much though. I believe in love at first sight and Love in general but i also believe that most people fall into lust faster and are just blinded by there hope and needs that they forget there luvers flaws and than realize that they don't love the person when they slowly realize all the things that were soooooo cute now bug the shit out of em and they cant wait to get away from that person. Love does not = heartbreak... Lust = heartbreak! Lust is only disguised by love.
My own voice annoys me. I annoy myself occasionally because im really weird. I'm a VERY shy person when i'm around people i dont know very well and/or i meet them for the first time.
I have been in love before... with my exboyfriend Alex even though i know he never felt the same. If you wanna know more about that you can ask me. When i get married and have kids i wanna have a girl and boy and name them Aaliyah Diva and Jacob Jefferey. I'm impatient with love because i crave it so terribly. I've been single for WAY too long.